Bali trip has been cancelled

Dear diary,

As I mentioned in facebook..

Yes, I have decided to cancel my incoming vacation to Bali although I had paid for airline ticket because I lost all interest in life after that day…Huhh, very simple, is that only the reason?? Sounds crazy right?? Yeaa, flight ticket has been paid, hotel and transportation have been booked and destination has been confirmed..I got few responses regarding this cancellation..some said “don’t let one thing to destroy everything…”some said “Bali trip is really something you should not give up for the world..” and some asking why do I need to do this decision?? You should go for holiday!!

Hmm..

Let’s go back few months ago where I booked the airline ticket..I was so excited at that time because this gonna be my first vacation after two years plus working..Isk, teruk kan? and Bali is a beautiful place and  the top choice in the list of places-to-go…

Bali trip (31 March 09 – 5 April 09)

Time flew so fast..Today, I have changed my mind..I know this is a stupid decision (Of course yes, Previously I’m so excited to go there tp tetiba nak cancel plak..huhu) but what I can say right now…*Sigh~ For me, I don’t think this trip going to be interesting anymore..For others I think they will have a great vacation ever..(Hope you guys enjoy the Bali trip) Stay here and lost two hundred plus for the airline ticket is better than going to Bali and spend thousand ringgit but I’m not happy & satisfied at all..Please don’t blame me for  everything happen..saya cuma inginkan percutian yg menyeronokkan bersama kengkawan dan pastinya suatu percutian yg amat jujur & ikhlas..yes, I really mean it…

But guys, that’s not the only reason…

There’s something you don’t know about me..So many things had happened recently..”That day” is a big question rite?? But Again, I couldn’t reveal my story here but believed me, if you guys know the story, definitely you won’t ask more..

Apologize for all the promises that I keep earlier..I’m sorry I couldn’t bring you ‘cenderamata’ from Bali..maybe someday, time will tell….

~ by eLixa Dexelia on November 20, 2008.